19 September 2006
I cant understand it.. What is the reason you telling me all this kind of stuff. Its like a blade cut through my heart. Can u feel it? Of course you can't. Cause you are cold blooded creature. Always hunting on a creature like me. Have you seen a crocodile eat an antelope. Poor little thing... cant do nothing except acting like a good meal for the croc. Yes, you are like that. Admitt it, cause you make me really sick with all of low-class your act. Women.... girl... what the hell. Thay all just the same. It just a phase in their life.. A things that they think they were design to do. Like making fun of others pepole feeling. Do you think my love is not pure enough? You talk about chemistry.. Waht the hell. I only got P7 in my SPM exam.. so dont tell me about it. Am i being a selfish? Fuck you, im not. Im jmust being so sincere since we met... and u told me about all this bullshit. Maybe you think imliving in the world of denial. Maybe, but it is better than telling lies. Fuck you! I hate you because of you... not because of what you done to me. Fuck you! Fuck with your 'chemistry. Did all relationship in this fucking world need chemistry?! Fuck you! Yes, fuck you not me... Yes, and i'll make you fuck yourself! I dont give a damn! So, why dont you tell me all this in day 1. Ohhh... i'll remember .. when i ask u.. from a scale of 1 to 10.. how high is my channces of being your boyfriends..
And you told me a fuckin 7 score. Then, you tell me .. you dont wanna give me any hope?!! Fuck you! Dont make me feel so pathetics you little fuck! Cause it all with coming back to you.
Oh yeah.. it will... just wait and see!
20 September 2006
Cnta hanyalah cinta, hidup dan mati untukmu, mungkinkah semua tanya kau yang jawab. Dan tentang seseorang, itu pula dirimu. ku bersumpah akan mencinta.... Itu la lirik lagu tentang seseorang yang ada kat dalam saoundtrack cerita Ada apa dengan cinta. Those line tell a lots!
21 September 2006
You appear online at 1200 noon. Damn.. it just feel so awkward when we talk. Why do you have to keep on appologising to me, you idiot! That'll make me look like a fucking loser you bitch. Fuck You! Fuck your concern! Fuck you, girl! Do you give a damn what the fuck how i feel?! I dont think so motherfucker! So, stop acting like you care for me, okay! Do you think i am really into you!? Fuck you! Fuck hell not! I am just playing around, trying my luck! i am not that kind of idiot to fall to a bitch like you. So, shut the fuck up! Dont say anything. You thought you can stop by, and tell me everything is gonna be alright. Do you think im crumble? Fuck you! As long as i know how to love, i will keep on searching..? Even if it hurt so fucking badly, i dont give a shit bout it! As long as you dont claim yourself a very 'concern' girl to me! Why girls alway tend to think that guys will hate them when, their love ... rejected by 'em. Fuck you girl! Yeah, fuck ! How many times do i use the fucking 'fuck' word. I dont fucking care! As long long as your fucking faces get the hell out of my way! Am i acting like a jerk..? Maybe.. but what the fuck do i care! Fuck you! I can say what i want! U cant stop me , you bitch! Do you think you're smart enuff! Dont play like you as innocent as an angel! I dont buy it! If the fucking oscar awrd for the worst actor.. it must be you who are the favourite to win it. Hands down! It yours baby, the greatest award you ever achived! So, you should proud of it! The bitches of all bithces! The godfather of bitches. Hmmm.. At least i put on my anger without anyone knows about it. YoU should be glad about it. Have you seen a movie called 'Bully'. There were scene where a guy being slaughter, with his eyes wide-open. Just like that! Holy shit, that's cruel. And in the same way.. that is what you're doing to me right now. Do you feel satisfied?! Or do you want more. Use your fucking sense la bitch! I am a human being, a creature, have feeling, have the needs.. then, dont threat me like this! How could you?! After what i have done... this what you give to me..? What sweet has become too sour. It is hard to swallow... But i will make you eat your own shit! I promise, i 'll fucking do it! Dont say your sorry right now, save it for a special moment!
